From the Quantum Awakening by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan



You have asked for me, you have cried to me. You have loved me and you have hated me. You have looked upon my picture with fire in your eyes and you have looked upon me with tears in your eyes, but always my daughter and son I have looked at you with Love and Hope. You are  angry at me and those like myself because we do not answer your questions every time you knock upon our door. We cannot lay out a  banquet of truth for you, as you are asked to savor every bite of life. We give you not the directions to your next turn in life. We do this because we love you. We do this because we know that it is only  through you own magnifications, trials and tribulations, will you find the key to unlock the door you seek to open!

Being human creates great frustrations as one forges ahead into their divinity. One takes everything verbatim and see not the energies between the vowels, the consonants, and the words themselves. It is what you do not see that holds the most truth for you. It is what you cannot speak that gives you the answers that you seek, and it is those that do not love you that give you the gift of the greatest love of all.  Look in between the breaths, the heartbeats, the sighs and signs, what you seek.

You act out as if reading from a manufactured script.  You wear the fleshy garment that man has worn throughout time and that garment makes you act as man has always acted and react as man has always reacted. The humanness is given to you only as a tool and cloak for the Lightbody. There now comes a time when the cloak is removed exposing all that has been hidden. The words of others, the infractions of others, the injustices of others, cannot  adhere to your divinity.

I am everything that you cannot see. I am the space in between the hummingbird wings; I am the silence in between the buzz of the bees. I am, as you are, everything in between all that lives. Earth is a playing field, an illusion; it does not exist as you perceive it. When you stay at a place in between for long enough, you will understand this. nothing on earth can hurt you or adhere to you unless you allow it.  all that you have spoken of and worried about are but game pieces in a virtual world. In every interaction you are given an opening and invitation into a divine lesson and a divine truth.

Many of the people that you love seem to continually walk in a direction that seems backward or negative but once again it is not. You are not here to save anybody. In reality you are to here to learn how to masters of light, avatars of hope.  You in truth are here for me, you are my students, you are my hope, you are my love. I am in truth here for the universal father element, and the mother light. We are all separate octaves of the same light each one of us becoming a little more dense, a little bit more physical, a little bit more forgetful, until one day the very densest part of the light, remembers that it is destined to be more and awakens from amnesia!


Each situation you have given to yourself as a learning and gift will unwrap itself. It is in this unwrapping that you will find your true spirit. Even in finding who you are, you will realize that you are but one drop of light in the ocean of universes. All of life chooses! You are 100% responsible for your expanded awareness into more light and more thought and more love. Always it is for you. It is for the divinity in you, it is for the Christedness, it is for the holiness in you. When you let go of that you do it for others, then you will have found the place of love. Then you will have found another room of the mansion and then you will have found what you so seek of this time and this place. All else is a creation of fears and of limitations.


If all humanity were to suddenly Remember in full then this earth would disappear for it would no longer be needed. It is but a ‘place of remembering’ and that is all.  All livingness responds to your thoughts, your fears, your abilities, your inabilities, your limitations, your perceptions.  Life gives to you what you think you deserve.


Allow me to come to you, I am but a breath away, a word away, come into my space. You invite me so often to come to you. Come into my section of the mansion, visit with me. Let me clear the tears in your eyes away, so that you may see clearly. Let me take the cataracts of your soul and refine them. Let me give you the contacts of a new light so that you may see. The unrest within you is an invitation for peace. We are all cut of the same cloth; we are from the same fabric of light.


In this Decembers learnings the human heart will find its way to a great opening in the soul, out of the old soil of previous paradigms. Earth is growing wings for an unscheduled flight into a new future. The human heart is a powerful device, more powerful than the Ark of the Covenant, as it inherently has a greater longer lasting life-force and effect on all that crosses its path. It can be a cruel mistress on occasion and can seduce one into wrong choices. The human heart always follows its self sometimes landing on dead end streets. The human heart has a resolution that unfolds and unfurls itself as a banner that is strewn across the heavens.  The death of the old is upon you as you awaken to a higher institution of light and enter the hallway of future choices.  You have the ability to cast your Hope into a place that is anchored in faith.


You are each Masters and Maestros of Light


Listen for the future signs with every inch of your body. Do not allow your gridlocked consciousness to get you lost in the maze of life. Listen to the heighten senses of the body.  When the hairs upon your body raise a red flag – listen.  Pay attention to what is around you, if the alarm is going off, literally listen, child listen.  For what affects one, affects ALL.  You have been given the ‘gift of supreme Realization, virtual clarity’ what do you do with this sacred gift, how will you use it and store its truths?  Look to your future with clear eyes; see clearly what unfolds 360 degrees.  Do not be blind to the worlds, for each choice escorts you into another place of knowing and learning in a distinct and different latitude and cosmic longitude.  You are asked to enter the quantum fields of reality where you direct the orchestra, where you direct the energies, where you direct the creations without fault, without fear, without falling, or without failing.  .  Nature has have held the sacred text and the sacred truths until humans were aware enough to embrace them in love.  All of life has messages hidden within it.  It is time to release the bounty that lives within the rocks, the clouds, the sky, the snow, the trees, and the water.


From the Quantum Awakening by

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan



Please enter your comment!
Please enter your name here